New Me & a New U 2

Okay....So after a sleepless night, many numerous weird dreams and missed work....I am going to stop dealing with modern medicine and start taking better care of myself the way I should....

Vitamins, eating habits, exercise and chiropratctor here I come daily....If I don't make these changes no one else will. So we all have one body and why should we abuse it just because we want to....God only gives us just this one gift and so most people never use it to its full potential, I on the other hand am willing to try.... It doesn't matter where we live, who we are, or what friends we have or where we work, all that matters is that daily we get up, we breath and we can do many things. Just think if you woke up some morning and guess what you can't move,,,,,some day that can happen so why abust our gift. I am not going to any more....

Psalm 131 states it clearly: "Lord my heart is not haughty, Nor my eyes lofty, Neither do I concern myself with great matters, Nor with things too profound for me.
Surely I have calmed and quieted my soul; Like a weaned child with his mother Like a weaned child is my soul within me."

Amen.

Can't sleep

So can't sleep seems I have gotten all caught up over the weekend...However still not feeling good... Oh well...

Gave David my belated valentines gift, he was so caught off guard and so surprised that he had a tear in his eye....that is what true love really is all about....

All my love, David

Enough

Ok,,,,so enough with the winter weather already? Do I get an Amen from everybody....

I just can't seem to shake this illness,,,,sucks....oh well better than the alternative...although I do like Daisies....lol

Haven't talked to David all weekend,,,,think he knows he pissed me off....guess it's meant to be,,,NOT...

I have never slept this much in my whole life until now.....You would think I was caught up....

New week coming up

Thursday

So after several bouts of meds from the doctor in springfield...I believe I am on the healing side of things for now....woohoo

trip coming up in March 11- 13th to East St Louis,,,,look out Zone C here I come with many gifts to bear and fun to be had by all...

the girls totally rocked to Shinedown....looks like I will be taking them to other concerts here soon...can't wait....

Worked all day today...long day made it thru tho....lol

So start of Lenten yesterday....what are you going to give up to observe God and all his goodness? I am giving $1.00 a day towards the Haitian relief and giving up of my yes shall it be "Ice Cream" oh no the torture....But God will take me through it....no more butter pecan or rocky road I MUST BE STRONG....TEHEHE

till next time....

Luv all

Sick Sucks

I woke up sicker than a dog,,,, couldn't take the girls to the Shinedown, Puddle of Mud, Skillet concert...so their Dad and Lisa's son Johnny went. I pray they are having a good time....Kelsey needs this time and the girls need this time with their Dad.

I have pneumonia, I am soooooo tired of being sick. I think my Immune system went on vacation. I am going to demand a return on my immune system....

LOL

Days

Some days it just seems hard.... We are parents first and foremost and being there for our children is the upmost important thing we will ever do.... How do we support them when we know that they are going to crash when we know it because we almost want to tell them "told you so" but we don't and let them experience things first hand. It's just picking up the pieces of their shattered self esteem is hard.

I love our girls with all my heart. Lets just hope and pray that God watches out for them and comforts them when they feel the world is crashing down on them. Cause I have been there.....Life on the other side is good as long as we truly love God and ourselves.

Life

So when does life start? When does God step in and tell us our life's journey?

Can't Sleep

So it's Friday evening and I can't sleep. I fell in the shower this evening and hurt my shoulder pretty bad. Gosh a fall on the ice down 5 steps and now a fall in the shower. I am marking them up one by one.

Why? why is it that life can hand you lemons and even though you try to make lemonade we always forget the ice.

So I thank the Lord for what I have because I am totally blessed and then I continue to look for the good in my life.

Except for David, he never called and never showed up tonight. Gosh I guess I am moving on in the right direction. So Darrell here I am....