Saturday's

I love Saturday's especially since I can go out and have fun....Look out Quincy here come Jessica & I to drink, dance and what ever else....

Shinedown, Puddle of mud and Skillet concert on Feb. 13th in Peoria,,,, The girls and I are going woohoo!!!!

Love to all....

I'm on the prowl

I am single and out looking....I have come to embrace the single life. Coming and going and doing what I want when I want with no one to answer to. Although I do miss that someone special to curl up with at night. Some day God will bring that special someone into my life. Someday

Sundays

Just got to love Sundays...day to relax enjoy family and church....

but the hurt is still there.... Now he won't even call me....

too scared I guess....

why?

Empty

Why is it that the good person comes in last and always gets walked away from? I have searched and searched I am a good mother (better than my own), I give and give but then I am the one who always gets hurt. So maybe being the good person is not always the answer.

Friends come and go, they throw you away when you do one thing that is totally wrong but the one person that stays constant in our life is God. I guess I will empty my bowls and allow him to lead me where ever.

But the hurt....I guess loving someone with all your heart isn't really worth it.

Girls gone

Yeah the girls are going to spend the weekend with their father.....I get some peace & quiet and time to just think about me....

This I pray will be a chance for David and I to talk....

Perceive

How do you perceive life? Really look at life and what do you see? You can either choose to accept the world the way it is or you can look the other direction and see the God created everything. But are you in a stage where you are ready to accept that fact? Until you open your eyes, hearts and soul to the love of God your life will never feel complete.

I love God, do you?

Alone

Have you ever been alone? Really been alone.

Until you roll over in the night and reach out to touch the man you were married to and then realize he is gone and will be gone forever and that he is with another woman will make you realize that you are alone....no matter how strong you are emotionally it will still make you stop to question who and what you are....

Cold

It is so cold out that all just need to hunker down and cuddle and love the one who is next to you....unless we all don't have anyone then I guess it is only in our new and upcoming 2010.....

Cranberry/Vodka to one and all....